Currently Listening Dizzy up the Girl By The Goo Goo Dolls see related

"i wish that i could follow you and fix all the mistakes you've made.."

this week?

mon-school. gym.

tues-school. chorus. chamber. vocal rehearsal.

weds-school. dance rehearsal. gym.

today-school. rehearsal.

yup. g&d basicly runs my lifeee. as well as my gym obsesssion, in which i can never satisfy lol.

OH & i found out! i got into wagner! with a merit and music schlorship! ryan williams is officially my fav person of the day, cos he got me out of 7th pd to go to the guidance office with him and hear this wonderful news. i jsut dont know how much yet but im so happpy and excited =) i really hope its enough for me to go =)

oh & at rehearsal today, i almost ate a dog biscuit. classy, i know.

money issues are freaking me out real bad. i only have $80 to my name and i need $40 of it for tomorrow and $200 more by march 10th. its so stressful & idk what to do.

im exausted beyond all reason. im worn out & can never get enough sleep.

well the weekend goes as follows-school & t's house tomm i believe, sat rehearsal 9-12 & then we're playing at the wagner game, sun soccer w/ ryan & evryone.

im out.

Currently Watching A Walk to Remember By David Andrews, Al Butler, Peter Coyote, Clayne Crawford, Lauren German see related

"when all is said and done, all roads lead to the same end, so it's not so much which road you take, it's how you take it.."

i lied. ^ that is my senior yearbook quote.

apparently, it's novemeber. don't ask me when or how this happened, cause i have no idea.

lets see..whats happened?

visited purchase. pretty good school, pretty good program. its just not so pretty looking. but if i went there i'd have a car, so who knows. after, i stayed at mike's for the weekend and then came home

i also went to a performing arts schools college fair in the city. the only thing i really found there that i didnt already know about and like is drexel university, which is a kick ass school in philly, but its def a reach school.

got my new SAT scores. 1570 out of 2400. 1030 out of 1600. which is a tad better. fucking math ruins my life.

took part in the redesigning of my school's website. that was pretty kool considering i was the only student involved and i got free coffee lol.

senior costume day was on halloween. pacman & the ghosts kicked so much ass =D. after i went home & slept cos the night before we were up till all hours of the night with our bishop ahearn baking skills lol. then i went to tee's for the night with maria, an & katie. we hung, played guitar hero, watched tv & ate lots of candy lol.

lizzie's getting pretty sick. it's scary. i can't even go into this.

today was the first senior cut day, so i stayed home & started college apps & now im babysitting my mom's friend from work's 3 boyss. tomorrow i'll see mike cos he decided to come home this w.e. =D that was a nice surprize.

europe!europe!europe! i havta start packing sooonnn.

11:11. make a wish.

Currently Listening Black Holes and Revelations By Muse see related

"for what its worth, it was worth all the while..."

btw, ^that is probably my senior quote for the yearbook.

woa. forever much?

time is flying. i don't know where the end of sept or half of october wentttt.

light the night walk was the 29th. volunteered during the day & walked with jac & ryan at night. had lots of fun & then went to applebees afterrrr.

xmas show auditions went well & i have a xmas medly trio with the krebbas. i love them =) so its all good in the hood.

i took the SAT on the 6th. i have no idea how the fuck i did. better or worse? no clue at all.

homecoming was the 13th & band playeddd. & then we had the best day ever @ csi playing soccer & european hand ball. we're beasts =D. then we went to the diner & chillaxed. my friends are amazing.

soccer season is over =/. we went 2-6-2. eh. watevs. it was such a fun season. senior day was on monday & it was so awesome. ahh i love my team so much and im gona miss it like nuts. it's crazy that it's over. for good. it still hasn't hit me yet. nothing ever hits me.

EUROPE! in a month!!!!!!!! excited!excited!excited!

i jsut want to graduate already. go to college. im so over HS. i need to start those apps soooon.

up coming?-im going up to visit SUNY purchase on friday & then going to stay with mike for the rest of the weekend @ new paltz. 7<3. geeze time is flying and i love him more every single day. its crazy.

well i have no school tomorrow cos of the PSAT, but im dead tired  with a crazy headache so im probably gona go to sleep soon anyways. until next time (which might be another half month...who knows...)

Currently Listening Libertad By Velvet Revolver see related

"time heals all of the burned out bridges, filled with nothing more than misery..."

woa. its been a million years.

september so far goes as follows-

well, school is well underway. homework & tests already, sick of it already. my teachers are pretty kool...well most. (diaz, nati, shilabra, wondo, johanning, ms.lamattina) i jsut want it to be may already, so i can graduate & get the hell on with my life.

the soccer season has started (oh do i know it has, considering im at the field evry freakin day) & so far we're 1-1-2. eh, watev. i scored my first HS goal against villa on a free kick 25 yds out to tie a game! i love the team (well most of the team) & its pretty shocking that the season is already almost 1/2 way over.

PA is already pretty buzy. band mondays, chorus tuesdays. spring musical is guys&dolls =). im also working as a PA office assistant 1st pd, since i have a free.

halloweens in about a month & we're getting our senior costumes started hopefully soon! katejam is the best ever =)

6 months of amazingness. michael and i went to la candela's and then into the city to go to central park & the top of the rock. it was real nice. i actually took the train/ferry/subway/bus up to new paltz to visit him this w.e., which was awesome. as much as i hate & complain & cry over this distance, i know its nothing but good for us and we can get through it. he's coming home columbus day w.e. & it can't come soon enough. geeze, i love him to death.

speaking of mike, london is a definate! & now we're going to paris too! nov. 16-23. oh man im sooooooooo freakin excited.

wagner college open house was today. i went & spoke to the arts admin professor & a few students in the program. the possibilities are endless, which is def what i want. i jsut wana send in that app, get an interview, get accepted & buy my sweatshirt. yup, im ready to it right now. the sooner the better.

life's pretty decent, i can't complain about much (although i find something to most of the time).

i should get to sleep now, considering i havta be up at the crack of dawn.